For 19 years I lived alone in myself and in darkness having no spiritual interest at all. I had an emotionally traumatized childhood that took many years to heal. I started receiving little visons of why my life was so messed up and at the same time my Mother bought me The Living Bible. The Holy Spirit showed me in different ways that Jesus loved me and wanted to help me. I was being called out of the darkness. One of the last visions I had I saw a dark tunnel that I was on that stopped at a huge dark hole in the dirt floor that led to endless darkness below with no light at all. I looked to my right and saw a golden ladder that led up through the clouds into a bright blue sky. This was giving me a choice to go the way I was going or make all the hard effort it would take to climb that ladder. I said to myself that I already knew where this tunnel is going. I have no choice but to start climbing that ladder. I asked Jesus to be my Lord and Teacher to help me become a healed whole person and that the first place that asked me to make a public profession of faith I would go. Weeks went by and a girl I was working with asked me to go to a Church service. There was a little fear that arose but I said I would go the first chance I had and I went. I walked the aisle that night and publicly asked Jesus into my life. After that night I noticed a little Light inside me that had never been there before. I struggled as a new Christian with all the scars in my life and something kept telling me that something was wrong with what many Christians believe. I looked for truth for many years studying many different teachings, did many good deeds helping others and working to purify myself. Today that little Light has become a Bright Sun inside me and my true self. My connection to Jesus is now everything to me and my greatest treasure.
I am greatful for the Sages of India and China for helping me to understand what Jesus really taught, what Allah really is and what the parables in the Bible really mean. I am greatful for Taoist teacher Hua Ching Ni and the works of Paul Brunton and Sri Ramana Maharshi. I am thankful for the Prophet Muhammad and his life work to fight the abomination that became the Roman Catholic Church and stop it from it’s evils and to help millions to change their minds, hearts, words and actions into good ones.
Unfortunately, the great deceiver and false light that infected the followers of Jesus to become the abomination of the Roman Catholic Church has been faithful in it’s mission to fight Holiness and the Holy Presence from being established on this Earth. The Roman Catholic Church killed and tortured millions in the name of Jesus and taught that only priests could forgive sins and they were intermediaries between people and God. That God was somewhere up in Heaven and only priests could be his mouthpiece. It completely changed the Gospel of The Kingdom of Heaven inside to create it’s power and control over people and stopped the masses from discovering The Holy Presence within themselves. There are millions of devoted Catholics that love God and Jesus and they are not responsible for what the Roman Catholic Church did. Communism did the same with Communism, Nazi Germany was resposible for many millions of deaths and there are those in Islam who haved killed unrighteously in the name of Allah thinking they are serving Allah but have been deceived.
There are a vast host of invisible spirits in this dimension that live inside people as thoughts. Some of these spirits are holy, peaceful and good and some are raging animals. We were sent here to decide which ones we will help grow inside our awareness and which ones we will follow. Everything we think, do and say is recorded by The Divine Mind, some call Allah, and returned to us amplified. A wise person will seek The Kindgom of Heaven first and live separate from everything the god of this world does. Different people are on different spiritual paths and every one of them that leads a person to become a holy person is the right one for them. If the followers of Islam will devote themselves to become a holy, peaceful and righteous people and live that truth as an example to the world it will grow and Allah will shine through them into this world. Look at all the fighting, killing, hatred and evil in Muslim lands and you will see that something is wrong. It is the same thing that has been wrong in Christian and Buddhist lands. There are many who call themselves Christian, or Buddhist, that do not live what was originally taught. The god of this world has infected almost everything but this is going to change. One day, many years in the future, the Holy Presence will change the minds, hearts and lives of all the people and live inside us all. The Light of Heaven will shine through the people to create the Kingdom of Heaven on Earth.
There have been many great teachers and prophets but Jesus is the one I follow and have proven to be real even if many of the things Christians teach are not true. There has been no teacher who has said and taught the things Jesus did. The whole of Chapter 13 in the book of Matthew, and The Parable of the Sower, are some of the most important spirtual truths ever written and what this dimension we have been sent to is about. Along with: Do not judge others but judge myself for I will be judged for my mistakes as I have judged others. He without sin cast the first stone. Forgive 70 times 7 times and I will be forgiven my mistakes, Do not lie, steal or earn money in unrighteous ways. Do not kill or hurt others and love all others as myself. Help the poor, sick and needy as I can and sacrifice for others so that my inheritance will be safe in Heaven. Repay the debts one incurs when making mistakes or hurting others. Put my thought created ego and internal animal spirits on the cross to kill them so that the Holy Presence can transform them into Holy things. For you must lose your life to find it and this is what it means to be born again. Seek The Kingdom of Heaven inside first above all things and everything will be added as I need them. There is no greater gift than to finally arrive at a place inside myself where I abide in the Holy Presence every moment. Living in it’s love with contentment, joy and happiness. Nothing in the world appearance can give you this. It must come from within and it is both by the Grace of God and the work you will do within yourself.
In the end of this journey, if there is an end, we will all realize that everything we are and will ever be is by The Grace of God and this journey is a gift to be experienced.
Jesus devoted his life to helping the few, that would become the many in time, find and become The Kindgom of Heaven inside.
I have proven that the this is true.